love life

Love is all that matters. Having a dinner with my tuklay cousin and with my love was so much fun. It’s just like that, continue being happy and everything will be okay. We still don’t speak to each other but i’m happy and i’m enjoying it. The fact that he loves me makes me feel that I’M OK everyday. At least the cares, respect and love is always there. I love you my bless forever. 

I just miss him so much, i can’t be as happy as i am with him. Days are so different, feelings are so unusual. There’s something left, there’s something lack that i cannot find from anyone. What a life, what a story. Everything’s gone; the love, the feelings, the care, EVERYTHING! I wish everything will fall into happiness and satisfaction someday. Maybe we are not meant for each other, that we still have the journey to take to find our true love. It’s so weird isn’t it? If I could only write my own love story, I still write MARK JASON O. MORALES to be my husband forever and ever. I know GOD has a better plan for me, for us.

Life is beautiful! Whatever life I may have, I should be happy or be hapey!

 MY BLESS

This has become an argument in my mind lately but I cleared my head and just focused on one thought: to trust the person I chose to love, trust the relationship I’m in, trust my decisions and trust GOD who brought me in this situation. It’s very common to everyone that would say we have to put our pride down to save the relationship. Well, if that relationship is worth saving, why not?

It’s been 3 days & 3 nights that we don’t mind each other. As if me or he is alone in the room and the other is invisible. It’s quite a good set-up though it’s very hard to pretend always that you never care. I cannot deny the fact that I miss him so much. I miss his hugs, his kisses, his jokes and everything about him that makes my day inspired and blissful every day. I miss those times when I arrived home from work, he never failed to hug me and said I miss you and I love you. The calls every day, his reminder that I should take my lunch because it’s late already, the sweetest hello and I love you and those surprises. Even one candy makes me feel loved every day. I miss those times also that we reading the Bible together, praying together (with holding hands), putting on my socks and those goodnight kiss. Haaaayyyyyyy……… Those were the days. 

He may not be a perfect husband but he is such a blessing for me. We may have some misunderstandings but he never failed to remind me that he still loves me. I still love him, yes! But I have to fight these feelings. We have to be in this situation so that each one should realize the importance of each other. Maybe one day, we’ll gonna to realize things. Obeying God is the most important thing than obeying our wants and desires. I miss you so bad, be happy always. 

There comes a time in our life when love knocks into our heart and overpowers us with very strong feelings of affection and desire for another person. But what if no matter how strong our love is, that person decides to leave and the one you feel strongly for is not meant to be with you? It’s tough but it is possible to let go of someone you really love.  

I have to resist the pain. Being heartbroken, I know it’s not the solution to run away from pain and suppress it with self-destructive habits and be numb. I know this would not help. Life must go on. Keeping the feelings buried inside does not help. I know I have to address the situation and accepting the hurt feelings as part of being human. It’s very hard; I know especially when you feel so vulnerable but it is an important step of healing myself —- ACCEPTING REALITY. Once the purpose is done, the pain will leave and I will be free.

No person can do it for me, but I alone and GOD will do the rest. I must stop dwelling in the past. I have to remind myself: “Maya, once is enough. He cheated, you forgave. Happiness comes from GOD, not from him.” It’s the best way to live in the present and see myself having a better future.

I must forgive — in due time. In life, we take risks and one of that is in the area of love. It’s neither my fault nor his fault that the love relationship didn’t work out. Sometime things just don’t happen the way you want them to be. GOD still have better things in store for me. In due time, GOD will heal me. For now, I HAVE TO LET HIM GO.

Life is beautiful, indeed. Especially when you are in-love. Being happy is what we are always wanted. Being love and be loved is the happiest thing that would happen to all of us.

I was once loved, i don’t know if it was real love. I was so inspired yet i told to myself to fight for that love no matter what happen. I am lost from the reality that i still have my family with me, that i can still do things without him. Nothing in this world is permanent. Colors may fade and so do LOVE. I’ve regretted, yes! I gave everything, I gave my all but everything is useless. He lied, he cheated, I forgave but i never forget. I can say that we are perfect (maybe), but the love is not. We are happy, but sometimes those happiness turns into tears. We still have things to do, things to prove to ourselves. Maybe one day, we’ll gonna realize things are not that easy to have, especially the true happiness and the true love.

I want to let him go, set him free. It’s hard but I cannot afford to see myself suffering again and again. I can say that I am no FREE, SINGLE and soon will be HAPPY!  

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